And I'm sorry for not posting. I'll have a video up at the end of the month explaining what happened and being 100% honest with myself and the world about the why, so you'll have to check my YouTube Channel to learn all of that, cuz it's 1 AM and I'm not gonna post about it just yet.
One thing that has really suffered in my writing. I haven't posted any writing on here for one reason: I haven't written a word in over a year that wasn't something silly or me defending my friends. No stories, no poems, no fanfiction. Nothing. And if that isn't sending up a red flag, it should. The moment I noticed I panicked a bit and knew something had to change.
And it has. NOW I'm back, and the need to write has been driving me crazy for the past 2 weeks or so.
So I tried to edit Warrior.
Then I tried to edit a new chapter in W.i.t.c.h. - The Full Story.
At work today (or, technically, yesterday) I wrote 12 poems. TWELVE. I've never written that many in a YEAR, or even FIVE YEARS least of all ONE SHIFT AT WORK!!!
Here are actually the last two I wrote. The first explains how today went, while the second just sums up America right this second in my mind. It's something that was expressed this time last year and has only become more real as time went on.
Poetry is like picking at scabs
It may feel good at first
A release of an inch
But in the end you still bleed
The difference is you write all your words out
And then you want to cry
But you’re at work
And the big dude sitting behind you would stare
(His reaction in my brain)
You know the world is screwed
When you look at the last mess of a leader
And look at the current one and say
"There's very little I wouldn't give to put Bush in office instead."
At least he's a good idiot, and not an evil one.